Sometimes, I think about what life I want to live, dramatic as movies? or peaceful as old people? In fact, it depends on what I feel at the moment. I'm the one who likes to live in the moment, enjoy everything I can have, no matter happy, sad, peaceful, dramatic or just simply moved.
Just a simply smell can make me happy, just a clear sound will move me, just a stupid joke can make me laugh, just a sad movie will burst my tears. I can always sense everything, and enjoy it, a piece of creamy cheese, a freezing but fresh air, a falling leave, a decent attitude, a friendly smile, a nice song, an old movie, a nice bed, a good massage, a big hug, a passionate kiss, a glass of red wine, a smell of Jasmin tea, a vivid color, an imaginative curve, a tender touch, a serious documentary film with good intention, a speed of the racing car, a shining surface of my shoes, even some dirt, some old furniture, some ashes of my cigarette, some nice but not necessary bags, some sweet lies..., all I believe is if you can be touched by any small thing, you can feel fulfilled in your life, oh, I forget something else, sometimes the achievements, sometimes satisfaction from work, sometimes extreme crazy dreams..., no matter the thing is big or small, important or not so big deal, obvious or hidden, glamorous or not..., if you can make yourself feel more, then you can feel joy.
I thought of rejecting my senses about the world before. At the time, I thought my sense is too strong to bear. Sense the relationship is too heavy, sense the politics around me is too frustrated, even sense the ecstasy of life is too much day-dreaming..., if you can sense more, then mean you need to bear more. I was totally wrong at the time, just depends on what I can have my perspectives, even bad memory could be sweet in the future, if I can take it as a lesson or a challenge.
So, I just enjoy everything, love everything I can have now, you know, simple could be very beautiful, if you want.
