Shame

Is it because that she is Virgo? She easily feel shamed since she was born.

For her, shame is a kind of smell.
Sometimes it's the smell mixed with blood and pain, it's easy to sense her own smell while she is the period, this smell is so strong that can not be ignored, even if she uses lots of perfume and try to hide it. The clue of expectation about mating and procreation makes her face blush.
Sometimes, it's the smell mixed with saliva and hug, she can sense this while she meets her ex-es, a fading love with some fragment memories of the past intimacy, she suddenly blushes while she aware of this.


Different from most people feel happy about being accomplished, she always be in the unreal dizziness while she senses the hypocritical smell of the accomplishment, she feels in a loss and can not touch the ground, then her face turns red in a dizziness. Another shame is more direct and with anger, no, maybe u should call it "Humiliation", that only happens while she feel being misunderstood, at this moment, she will show her proud and persistent, just like the Jean d'Arc, but just her unhidden blush will leak out her true feeling, Shame.


She will feel shame while she senses the inappropriate smell , the noisiness, the unfitting wardrobes, undignified sights, the physical contacts without the awareness of personal space, those were fermented from behaviors lack of cultivation, all of these will make her feel the shame, just because she is aware of a fact, these people are living in the same place with her. And in some workplaces, she will sense the smell of mistrust, some premeditation of competitor's attacks, some gossips with intention, some interests of the rake-off, some intrigues, she just penetrates all these but feels her inability, then she feels shame.


Then, she feel a new style of shame comes from her body, while she's lying in his arms, a feeling with too much happiness that she can not afford, an uncertainty of facing the love prospects of her own, make her hide her blushing face into his arms, deeper and deeper.

Nightmare

She dreamed a man in the balcony,
She didn't see his face.
The frame is tight, all she saw is his body, her shadow and a little sky, 30cm high and 60 elevation from the ground.

The color of the dream is the very deep Burgandy Red.
What she weared is a bloody-red tight dress, she just approached the man who weared Burgandy Red silk shirt, and black trousers.
There are full of tension in the air.
After she closed to him, he pushed her head down to his crotch,
he zips down and let his cock out, and pushed her head downer to his cock.

Cut to the close-up shot, in his crotch,
Color becomes darker, a smell of corruption comes out,
She did him a blow job with an evil speed,
No background music, no ambient sound, no sigh, no scream,
Just a smell of hard-working.

At the limit of his orgasm, she bite his cock,
So strange feeling, it's like some chewing tissues,
Then, she gnawed his cock and his cum
At that moment, she pushed him down to the balcony.
He fell out.

Jump into another scene, there come lots of children, the color turns to black and white.

She was in the middle, 10 to 12 children surround her, they are from 5 to 8, girls and boys, what they wear are school uniforms, some little girls dress like the dolls.
It's a middle shot, they surround her and dance around, she started to feel dizzy.
Now with music, it's Small Waltz.

Suddenly, the music changed, became anxious, the high pitch almost break through the sky.

Cut to close shot.

Children started to go crazy and tried to bite her, they bite her fingers, her arms and her legs. And their face look cruel.
She suddenly got a shotgun in her hand, then she started to shoot them, everyone.
They fell down to the ground one by one, and their faces turned back to the innocent.

In the end, she was with the 10-12 dead children body in the frame.
Yes, she wear white dress, Now the frame is with color, it's blood, and only on her dress.

The blood of the children is black.